All My Life

All my life I’ve have felt cursed! Unwanted, stupid, and unneeded.

I was spiraling into a very negative abyss. A weakness for quick unfulfilling happiness had become a strong need. However, that happiness always fell away.

I was slowly tearing down any and all meaningful relationships in my life due to my need to fill this emptiness inside me.

This feeling of unacceptance, broke me down.

But, there is power in the name of Jesus. The Lord showed me his glory in my darkest hour.

God accepts me. God wants to build me into someone I can trust. I find peace in Jesus. God is with and for me.

I still feel those negative feelings. That’s when I need to pray the hardest.

The people that surround my life now remind me to seek God in my life.